Since I got up I was planning to be done with today’s photos, and all chores around the house as soon as possible. I thought: After I’m done I want to do nothing for the rest of the day.
I mean I want to sit and read a book. Just finished one I thought I will never finish. Maybe because it’s hard to read something that’s about you, and you think that the person who wrote this had been sitting in your closet for the last 10 years watching you very closely…. and now she is pointing out your darkest secrets!
Anyway I wish I could go for a nice long walk, but the weather is not very encouraging for this kind of activiti, and I feel I’m getting sick. Oh well, at least our daughter won’t be suffering alone.
Hill from Capturing Motherhood has started a new photo challenge – Picture me (im) perfectly. I really like that idea because I do that almost all the time… Maybe even much too often. I picture myself in this dark light of not being perfect in any part of my life… Sad… Kind of. I guess. But who is, goddamnit !?!?!
And the weather… It’s been only two rainy days, and I’m getting depressed already. It sucks!
I want to be left alone, and at the same time I know that I can’t demand it from anybody. I’ve got mine resposibilies around here and I can’t just stop doing it. It’s like if my husband stopped working because he feels kind of down, and he just would be laying in front of TV for days… It doesn’t work like that. I know, but I wish it was possible.
The next picture is for Black and White Wednesday from Lisa’s The Long Road To China .
Totally black and white feelings today. Quick peek outside the window this morning and I knew I won’t be in very good mood today.
Actually the weather is not that bad as it looked this morning… but still… it’s raining.
My outdoor shot is an indoor strawberry. It’s an outdoor plant during the day, and indoor during the night.
I think I’m done with cleaning, doing loundry, folding loundry, feeding everybody (till dinner time). Meantime our Miss Sick Pants had cough attack, twice… Both lasted for about half an hour… She is so miserable… 😦
Actually wait… she was miserable. Now she’s sitting in Di’s crate looking very comfy and content. At least she’s feeling better (until the next cough attack).
Litte One napping – time for mamma’s painkillers and one on one with book…
or maybe a short nap… 🙂